Iz are a hypocrite!!!

Everybody, hopefully in their life time has had a life altering experience. It could be good or bad, just something that really affected how they live the rest of their life. I was asked this question and it really made me think back long and hard. What can I single out in my life that has been so life altering that it changed my personality as a young adult. I think one story comes to mind, it’s not really so life altering that my personality changed, but I think it changed me as a person as a whole, not just one thing about me.

It was a normal day, nothing strange; at a doctor’s office, not the greatest place in the world but it could be worse right? So anyways, I was super bored because I really didn’t like going to the doctors’, sure it got me out of school and stuff, but really the doctors’. The smell of sterile alcohol and the arctic temperatures doesn’t really appeal to me. I was learning that my bone size was not of a normal sixteen year old, according to the bone chart, I was in fact fourteen. Well that’s a eye opener, no wonder I was always shorter then everybody in my classes. It all makes sense. But what else good be wrong with my body, besides the size of my bones. Well it turns out that I have a hormone deficiency problem. This means that my body does not produce hormones, which explains why I had so many problems. So my doctor’s told me that I had to inject myself with hormones so that I could grow. First, it was just every three months, just to get my body used to the added hormones. Then it was every month, then every two weeks, now it is every week. Yes, every week I have to give myself a shot of testosterone, it really is annoying if you think about. It really messed with my brain, I actually thought I was going crazy, I had crazy mood swings, because my body wasn’t used to the added amount of testosterone. I felt almost bipolar, it is funny to say that now but, one word would make feel depressed, then happy. But now after a couple years of doing it, I think that my body has finally accepted it. I have finally accepted it, just thinking that I will be doing this for the rest of my life is just so mind blowing to me.