I am...

I am a monster and a creep

I wonder if she would fight back

I hear her whisper no, but I don't listen

I see her struggle but I know I am stronger

I want her to like it

I am a monster and a creep

I pretend she liked it

I feel her soft hair

I touch her skin

I worry if she would tell somebody

I cry if they found out, I would be ruined

I am a monster and a creep

I understand what happened and it bothers me

I say I am in control

I dream that night never happened

I try to forget but I can't

I hope she is ok

I am a monster and a creep